To Serve Him for the Rest of My Days

devoted_to_luc @ 2008-01-06T23:22:00

2008-01-07T05:23:03Z

...

I ...

I must apologize for my rash behavior. I do not usually mean anyone any harm but I am afraid that I have done so regardless.

I am truly sorry ... If anyone needs to be healed, please, let me know and I will come right away.

~~I am just thankful that I realized what I was doing before it was too late.~~

((OOC: Sarah still managed to cast some powerful water magic, causing massive chunks of ice to erupt randomly from the ground, but stopped it before it did too much damage. Where it left some damage is up to everyone and whether or not you want your characters affected.))

devoted_to_luc @ 2008-01-05T01:31:00

2008-01-05T06:45:08Z

What are the opinions of the inhabitants here - is the heat or the cold more preferable?

((OOC: Sarah - still inverted - is being "sweet" and determining if she will use her fire or water magic on the population by asking for their preference. XD;;))

devoted_to_luc @ 2008-01-03T10:18:00

2008-01-03T15:34:45Z

Suffer well, foolish people, so I might enjoy this.

((OOC: As if things weren't crazy enough already. Other than her fire, water and Pale Gate (summoning monsters) magic, Sarah has the ability to create illusions and manipulate them. Sarah is currently casting illusions in several places to confuse, frighten and disturb people. Ordinary objects may appear to be anything than what they really are. People can appear to be someone or something they really aren't. Even the beasts prowling around might appear to be harmless little house pets. She isn't ready to do terrible physical damage, so the worst that she might do with her ice or fire magic is freeze people's doors shut or start a small fire that has no danger of spreading too quickly. It's up to everyone whether or not their characters see anything strange, frightening or disturbing. XD Of course, this will only last until she is back to her usual self.))

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-12-31T12:00:00

2007-12-31T17:01:13Z

Are people suffering? Splendid. I take great delight in your misery. Humanity is worthless and depraved and deserves nothing less than total annihilation. You have feared me, attempted to use me as your tool, but I will show you how right you were to fear me in the first place. I am more than just a mere witch and I will show you exactly what I am capable of.

((OOC: Um, yeah, Sarah might be one of the antagonists in Suikoden III, but in no way was she spiteful or vengeful. That has all obviously changed now XDD And she is speaking to no one in Purgatorium in particular. She is simply expressing her hatred towards those who have abused her in the past.))

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-12-21T15:15:00

2007-12-21T20:24:23Z

A ... ball? This place never ceases to ... surprise me.

[Private to Self // Hackable]

I suppose I could create an illusion of Master Luc to escort me but not only would that not be the same but it would be quite pathetic. Why do I need to deceive myself? I have already deceived so many people already and I must atone for the wrongs I have caused them.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-12-13T22:08:00

2007-12-14T03:13:43Z

I find the winter chill to be quite nice. It should snow more often.

[Private to Self // Semi-hackable]

This is the time of the year when loved ones gather together. I have no loved ones other than Master Luc and the gods took him from me. I miss him. He is my reason for living, my reason for dying. Without him, I am nothing.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-12-06T18:47:00

2007-12-07T00:01:15Z

... I have tried.

...

Bishop Sasarai? Are you faring well?

And are there others besides him and Caesar Silvervberg who are from our world?

[Private to Self // Semi-Hackable]

No matter what I do to occupy my mind elsewhere, I just can't stop thinking about how much I miss Master Luc. I have never been this far from his side and for so long. In the meantime, I have been trying to acquaint myself with other people in hopes to ease this loneliness but it doesn't work. There cannot be anyone who can take his place in my heart.

I need him. It is my duty and my wish to serve him. I know that I deserve this punishment but I regret nothing. They cannot make me repent for something that I chose to do of my own free will and for the one that I ... love most.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-11-28T16:21:00

2007-11-28T21:34:46Z

... I ... ah, was in need of something to do and I had gone to the river to practice some spells when I was attacked by one of this realm's beasts. I am fine - it was a simple matter to freeze it to death but I also ended up freezing a good part of the river as well.

I do apologize. If this inconveniences anyone, I will gladly undo it but I have found that this little accident on my part has become for me something to ... entertain me for a little while. Master Luc used to take me ice skating when I was still a child. It was rather nice to do so again ~~even if he isn't here anymore~~.

Um, everyone else is free to skate as well, if you would like to.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-11-25T14:02:00

2007-11-25T20:02:31Z

...

I hope that no one has gotten injured with this sudden influx of dragons?

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-11-18T13:05:00

2007-11-18T18:26:34Z

...

I am glad I can be of help, even if just a little.

[Private // Hackable]

I wonder if Master Luc will return here just as Bishop Sasarai has. I am willing to accept any punishment for my crimes as long as I can be with Master Luc. And I know I am being punished for my loyalty to him and the countless lives I helped him destroy by being deprived of his presence. Perhaps it is too much to hope that he will return here since he is the reason for my sins.

I feel empty without him - without being at his side. He saved me. He schooled me in magic. He was the only one who treated me like a human being when all the others feared me as a witch. I will forever be grateful to him and indebted to him and I do not understand why these gods cannot understand that.

I did not want to decieve people to their early deaths. But in order for Master Luc to obtain what he desired, it had to be done. I have no regrets. If I had the chance to do things over, I would do the same. From the beginning, I was willing to follow him to the depths of hell if necessary. Master Luc's will matters to me above all else. And if I am to be faulted for that so be it.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-11-12T18:45:00

2007-11-12T23:57:32Z

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If anyone else ever needs an injury to be healed, please let me know. Perhaps I could be of assistance at one of the clinics?

[Private to Self // Hackable]

If Bishop Sasarai was taken from here and brought back again then it must be possible that the same could happen to Master Luc. I would want him to be in a happier place than this but considering what he has done - what we have done - it isn't likely.

I owe Master Luc everything. I belong at his side.

...

I also hope that I never have to face those people that we had deceived and killed. We had done such terrible things ...

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-11-04T19:48:00

2007-11-05T00:55:02Z

...

I am certain now that Master Luc is ... gone.

I do not know what I am to do now ... I feel lost.

I suppose I am free to do as I please but I do not know what I want. ~~Other than being at his side and now that is denied to me ...~~

...

Sir Hojo, would you like me to heal your arm now?

[Private to Self // Hackable]

For most of my life, I have followed Master Luc wherever he went. I never had a desire to be anywhere apart from him or do anything independently of him. I do not know what to do with myself now that I am alone. I have only followed his orders and now there is no one to tell me what to do. It frightens me.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-10-25T12:40:00

2007-10-25T16:45:31Z

...

What a terrible explosion ... ~~I wonder, if Master Luc had succeeded, would it have been like this or worse?~~

...

Ah, if anyone needs to be healed or if you know someone that needs to be healed, please let me know. I'll try to do the best I can ...

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-10-22T17:03:00

2007-10-22T21:09:34Z

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These gods ... they are quite powerful to do such a thing. But why are there some who aren't affected?

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-10-14T09:28:00

2007-10-14T13:38:57Z

...

If ... anyone needs an injury to be healed, I could help if you would like.

[Private to Self // Hackable]

Even with my powers back, I feel just as useless as ever. I do not have a purpose here other than to make accept my punishment for my crimes.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-10-03T18:10:00

2007-10-03T22:27:30Z

... ...

[Private // Hackable]

... I never wanted to hurt people. I never wanted to harm anyone. They ... rejected me from the time I was born, fearing me as a witch, and then later, others just wanted to use me for my powers. Master Luc saved me from that life. He was the first person to treat me like a human being. And so I owed everything to him. The gods are punishing me for my loyalty to him, calling it lust. It is true that I love him but it is because he freed me. But above all they are punishing me for the things I have done for Master Luc. I have deceived and killed people. It is because of my illusions that the war between the Grasslands and Zexen had escalated the way it did. All in the name of Master Luc. I wanted to please and help him in any way I could, at any cost. But I knew that I would have to suffer the consequences of my actions in the end.

I have no regrets. If I had a chance to relive my life and choose another path, I would still choose to be by his side until the very end.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-09-30T12:59:00

2007-09-30T17:03:59Z

Master Luc? Has your magic returned as well? I am able to use my runes again at last. And it seems that everyone else can use their abilities again as well ...

...

However, I am still unable to teleport anywhere ...

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-09-24T10:27:00

2007-09-24T14:35:53Z

... There was an explosion earlier? What ... happened?

Master Luc, are you all right? If anything happened to you ... I swear ...

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-09-13T17:39:00

2007-09-13T21:46:18Z

Master Luc?

... ... ... Where can I find you?

...

Does anyone else know where he is?

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-09-05T17:00:00

2007-09-05T21:03:48Z

Master Luc? Someone? Anyone?

...

Someone please help me ....

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-08-30T18:33:00

2007-08-30T22:41:15Z

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Master Luc? Where can I find you? I'm ... terrified - I don't think I can take on these beasts alone - and lonely ... bored because I have no one to talk to.

...

Does anyone know how to get one's runes and magic to work here?

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-08-19T23:23:00

2007-08-20T03:34:51Z

Master Luc is here but now I must find a way to reach him. And he needs food. Where does one acquire nourishment around here? If I only had the use of my runes and magic, I would be better able to serve him ...

(Private - Hackable)

How dare they liken my devotion to Master Luc to something so base as lust. It may be true that I have commited horrendous acts in his service but I did them all out of loyalty to him ... of love for him. It was certainly not for base desires of the flesh. They have cheapened my feelings for him and thus, my person, and I am terribly insulted.

devoted_to_luc @ 2007-08-16T02:45:00

2007-08-16T06:51:20Z

Where ... am I? I cannot use my runes and I cannot teleport. Why?

Am I ... dead?

What of Master Luc?

...

This place ... it smells very foul ...